dear journal,

my frens were back on track to hk.. everything now is goin smoothly. thank god, if not tzy cant go... so now i will start saving for that trip in order for it to happen... guess there will be a meetup soon to plan for the itinerary.. cant wait cant wait! wanted to ask yilin along yet she gonna start school soon. thats sad. haha. guess wat, a fren of mine said yilin smile is WOOOO! haha. i thought so too as well as for the rest of my girlfriends.

well well, bernard failed his driving test again. i dunno why he must always DO that!! hahaha. haiz, sad case for him. his second test and he din passed. this young man got hell lots of money to retake tests! what can i say, no honda stream for the weekends. haiz... been hyped about the stream and road trips but guess that can wait..

i finally finally realised something.... lynnie struck that at my head. its like an enlightment. all along i have been saying my break up was mutual which i din really know what was the reason.. lynnie one sentence explained to me everything..... the reason i broke up was because she loved me more than i loved her. my actions cause really serious hurting that she can take no more therefore the break. all 3 years i've been searching yet i couldnt find some1. guess no one rite now loved me as much as she did.. i've failed thoroughly as a bf..

suck it up kid.